Week 2 and 3

Well I have already failed my attempt to write weekly but I have re-evaluated and think that bi-weekly is good too. I have been thinking about my word and am beginning to feel its presence in my life as a steady stream in my unconscious. I am getting ready to go back to work in a few weeks and am starting to get anxious not about work but about sending my sweet little boy to the big bad world of daycare. He is such a gentle soul and I worry about him constantly. I am not at all worried about my daughter Robyn she is a totally different person and can definitely fend for herself even though he is almost three and she is only one. I saw a job advertised in the local paper that would be Monday to Friday and here in town instead of crazy shifts and an hour long commute. I have been weighing my options and my star word is heavy on my mind. Contentment in my job is something that I have been striving towards for a few years and I thought that I had found it in my current position, but, after having 2 children my priorities have changed and a job closer to home, even if it is not my ideal job may bring me more contentment in my life as a whole. I promised myself that I would go back to work for at least 6 months before deciding to make any changes just to get a really good idea of what working full time with 2 children will be like, but, this other job may be a great opportunity. I have a lot of thinking and praying to do about this. I wonder which path will bring me the most contentment? I guess I'll have to wait and see.